Secret Summer

Well, Here I am again. I've been just silent for a long time. I think part of it was being stressed about my sweet dog. Last week I had to put her down she was so bad off. She was diagnosed with a sarcoma about 2 mos. ago and it grew and grew and grew! She looked like the devil himself with one unicorn horn sticking out of her head. Her face soon filled up with pus and she began to smell...it was time to let her go. She was tired and couldn't hold her head up for too long but, you know, she still ate and begged for treats!! The girls at the Vets really helped. They walked her into the room petting her and giving her treats all the way. I couldn't go in. Thats OK. I don't feel bad about that. What I do feel bad about is that she is gone!. My buddy! I still talk to her every night like I used to. She's not there in my room but I think she hears me ..Wherever she is. RIP Ellie girl.